Goodbye 2011.
I can't say this year has been life-changing. I can't say I have a huge accomplishment to associate this year with.
But maybe, just maybe, 2011 could be my last year in this world. 2011 could be the last year in my life where I say nothing has happened. Because in 2012, I could find death or a new future. In 2012 I could look back at this post and laugh, or cry, or look away.
2011 may not have been a big year for me. But the small things are what count. The small things are what amount to something big.
In 2011 I went from 15 books that I knew cover-to-cover to more than a hundred. I went from being a teen to an official adult. I went from being a high school student to a high school graduate. I went from being lonely to having friends like you all over the world in love with books as much as me.
In a way, 2011 has been special.
In a way, 2011 has made
me special.
And I have a few very special people to thank. More than anyone,
Melina, who probably knows me more than I know myself, despite the fact that she has never even seen me. Without you, Melina, I don't think I would have gotten past AKB. I live for our late-night Gmail chats.
To
HD, for being the awesome blogger who actually thinks I'm funny. For being able to tell me in all caps how much he loved a book, and for me to reply the same. For sending me reassuring words I never thought anyone would say to me. I don't know how I went two-thirds of the year without knowing you.
To
Katie for being a good friend. For chatting with me during your boring Astronomy class and tweeting with with crazies at night. I can't wait to meet you in person.
Lisa,
Britta,
Ashelynn - you guys are always there when I need some reassurance. Ashelynn, thank you for telling me you'll be my friend only when I give you chocolate. Lisa, thank you for Hourglass and all those tweets putting me on top of the world. Britta, thank you for being the other half of this #oldmarriedcouple. I don't even remember when we started that joke.
And lastly, thank YOU. Thank you for reading my every post, commenting on my every post (I'm looking at you especially,
Lauren,
Jenny,
Jessica, and
Giselle), and making my blog feel alive.
Thank you.
September 2010 may be when I started blogging, but 2011 is when it all really began. No one will never know how much blogging has changed my life. But know this: it has changed.
See you next year.